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我知道我又错了。放纵,任凭己意而行。

我又回到那我不该去的地方。很恐怖,却很诱人。心里的确有忐忑,犹豫。又再一起败了,输给那输不起的自己。我不知道我这样着会复发多少次;有百般的不愿意,却有一个冲动推使我堕落。人真是充满着堕落的理性(荣荣),希望真的有人会如此般;我心肠很坏,我想是犯罪合群感的心理发作(荣荣)。

今天,打了个我很久没打的电话。Sue Lynn依然是如此般:温声细语。她又问了我同样的问题,问多了,反而不会回答。竟然,没话对她说。距离扩大,环境改变,人心思维成长。又对我说:为何跟随那非常高的价值呢?做回自己不行吗?做回自己真的行吗?这不是疑问,而是对自己产生的一种压力。很想回头,却害怕面对后果。

最后在中间,找到妥协:回到那不该去的地方。

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suddenly miss them…

andrew…used to be my roomate…i just lost contact with him recently…oou…this padini’s shirt no longer belongs to me…hmm…

hot dog n jean…who looks older?…wuahaha…hotdog…i think almost half year, i din’t meet him…i could see the images in my mind now when i telling my stupid story to him…jean…she is in PJ…around kl…but still far for me…cuz v no longer wearing uniform n smile in front of my camera

double lin…sue lynn & ee lin…ee lin…pls take care sue lynn…i think i have not much chance to wipe her useless tears…haha…(she always cried because of cried)…hmm…watever…make urself take the best care…ee lin…i will remember…bou sim….n i m yu fei when meet to u again…

jean again…but this time with alvin (seems to be dissappear long time ago…since the news pop out)

this is the most precious among these 5 pics…jean again( y jean always appear in my camera???hemm…) ping chieh(the girl who still caring her little cat named ah miaow, 1 year anniversary with her ah miaow is around the corner…wish her good luck here)…n cher nen…(the guy who using 15” mac book pro in London or somewhere else in europe)

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